Eh Pukimak

Tuesday 11.42am
De-Bun Cyber Cafe - Tmn Seri Gombak

Last night was so not fun
its kind-a horrible night for me
it was so fool of me when what i hope to be turning into disaster
errr i really need to admit that i was wrong
it was my fault ,as a good frind to HIM
i need to tell the truth,never tell the lies,update my every-second activities
but i have foul to full-fill my duty
i come up with this idea,to write/to tell & express
i think we are being to far from where have we been before.I didn't feel the way we use to be like before.It just we are so different

As far as i know love keep fading as the time is running
It's already 1 year 2 months 1 days 11 hours 53 minutes & 42 seconds till now we've been together.I just can't deny how much did i love you,it is too much.I never feel this love ever.In each of my pray i never forget to hope that you will always be with me,never being apart.I'm so afraid of losing u as what i told you everyday when we met.
Till what had happened yesterday night,i know it was my fault.Yes it is,i cry myself a river when i know how big mistake i have done to u.I felt so fucking shit.I really hate myself,&& that makes me think,probably u will never put your trust on me after this & onwards.I can't go to bed last night,waiting for your call && lost in thought thinking about this no-appeasement feeling.I know i am too bad too you.Too bad to be with you.You are too perfect for me,i can't admit that i never met such a bounteous guy like u.Well my previous boys never show me their,you know "ambil berat".I need u to keep vary & alter me to become the one that you dream for.I bold this to let u know that i know i can anticipate on u. Change me to be the best for u.I willing to to change myself,just for you.Plug this in your mind.
It is so different when i met u,just keep refreshing your cerebration.From the beggining of our love story i keep giggling like when i had done any mistake in other to pronounce my words like "sleka" that is so bangang of me,u laughing like it was so funny, yes it is fun but it is humiliating me,but i laugh myself too.Hahahah bodohnya.That is how i feel every epoch when the story is playing on the screen.I never met a guy that have the feel of patience & endurance like u.Yes my entry here describe everything i felt about u & that is truth.I talk no lies here.
Yes sayang,through my abnormal post here i just can say I Love You.Love you as the way u are & never regret of what i've been through now cause i know the best damn thing i have done in my whole entire life that is knowing u & having u as my soul mate now & forever.Every night i never forget to tell I Love You so much.Never.In the other hand,i really count on that my prospects are same as yours && wishing for our love everlasting forever after.

Kaza, i am really sorry for everything i just can feel that we have been apart.My heart confess it.I don't know why.I hate my bed feelings & this make i hate myself because i don't want to loose u.That is killing me,the slayer of my heart.Overlook on me Kaza, I'm sorry.It won't happened again.I Love You so much.

**Listen to my new "It is only for you boy"
listen carefully to tha lyrics

With Tears,
Aisha Loves You