Hello Thursday, hari-hari yang dilalui seperti hari-hari yang biasa juga. Tapi since "hari selasa - (24/5/2011)" my day seems so different, sangat berbeza. Dah mati dah jiwa ni. Rasa give-up & tak rasa hidup ni memang useful dah since last tuesday. & yes it is look too dull & too vague. I can't deny, even him yes, last tuesday had give me a lot of conscious and aware of been alive. It was leading me to a way, the way which was me, who not even know where the hell it direct to.
Memang in future i don't see any yesterday memory sebab hari selasa yang lepas.
And sebenarnye niat aku tulis sebab aku ada 1 suprise. And yes it is very fucking suprising me, aku tk expect pon smpi mcm ni dia punya ego. And so this is for a girl who use to be my bestfriendforever. And i do love her, till now even i have never met her before since we met last year. Apa yang suprising me, she is no longer a follower kat blog aku. And even dia tak jadi follower, but i am so very the sure that she is till following my blog. Hey girl, i want to see wether kau alert tak post aku ni,if she give a feedback & yes she is a stalker. Sorry, but then aku takkan buat kat kau mcm ape yg kau buat kat aku.No heart feelings ok !
Post dalam blog kau gamba aku, post dalam fb kau "status" kau yang sangat obvious utk aku. Honestly, aku sgt depressed dengan ape yg kau buat, well "i don't earn any penny from you"//"i don't live to please you" && so whatever ayat kau kan,well memang sedih. Kat sini aku cakap mmg aku sedih. But then, its ok. Maybe, kau rasa aku tk cukup bagus utk jd kwn kau. Aku pun faham perasaan yang rasa diri kita sangat sempurna utk berkawan dgn org yg tk sempurna. Tkkn la org yg ada kaki nak kawan dengan orang yang tempang ni kan ?Aku tau & faham.
Tak pa lah, memang aku tak layak untuk kau pon sebenarnyaaa, orang yang kampungan mcm aku tak deserve nak sit beside u while having a cup of Vivvano Smoothies kat Starbucks/Gloria Coffee Jeanss/Redbean ke ape lancau la. Ok, clearly yang kau mmg tottaly smoking gorgeous.
Cume nk bg reminder, what goes around comes around. Aku tk give a damn pun tp kenangkan kau la yg aku percaya ,everything buat benda sama2, every single thing, even panties sama ,bra sama. Kan? semua sama smpi org tnye "Korg kembar ke ?" Haha, see can u imagine how close we are. But then, i dont expect benda mcm ni jadi. Its fine, cume tu jela. Terdetik pulak nk post pasal kau, ingat lah. Jgn la kau menyesal sebab orang lain.Ape mimpi ngeri kau sebelum ni semua dtg dr tgn kau. kau yg buat pilihan, jgn salahkan org lain / aku utk ape yg dh berlaku.
Oh yes, one more thing stop being so bitchy girl, to be frank, kau super beyotch punye, errrr bcz, so far semua lelaki yang dekat ngn kau, even your own bf's pet brother kau sapu. Please jgn jd cmni. It is tottaly humiliating yourself. Bkn la nk kate aku tk gatal tp, aku stick dgn 1 je kot. SO far yg kau nmpk mcm mane ?
Dengan harapan, aku tkkn kenang kau dh lepas ni.&& yes for sure, my "best-fiend" already got die. been kill by me.Terima kasih kawan.
