Wait for me 2011 :)

LOVE

To : Nurul Emira Bt Mohd Azam

Thanks for being my friend & been through with me in every single of my tough time.i love you babe,love you always && forever sistah :)

It is morning

hello everyone

well, we meet up again

today is 9th Dec of 2010

yeah its early in the morning

quite early but not so la

it is 9.20 in the am

i am so bored as my SEX-PARTNER

still sleepinh (Mieeya Idoora) actualy this is not her real name

her name is Nurul Emira Bt Mohd Azam

HAHAH ,she wasn't my sex-partner la

she is one of my best babes

yeahh one thing that make my head screw-out :

why is it people can sleep in a very long-long-long period ,i mean you sleep at 1 or 12 or maybe the time that already in the morning etc ; (12 am,1 am,2 am) like that

will go through their bedtime until 3pm (the next day) or maybe 4 pm,5pm

Ergh that is not weird actually

but aa i still cant figure it out

my brain still cant determine why-tha-hell those wart being sleep to long to go ?

just like emira

man ! still cant figure it out

MORNING

Hello my dear followers
today is 7th Dec of 2010
i am not having my paper today (SPM)
well,most of my friends already done with their test
but i am still on it
i will having a long break yeahhh
its about 10 days
hallellujah ! its 10 days to go man
ergh everybody hates waiting right ?

well its all about last night
i dont knoe why but i feel so damn errrrr (its like a BAD feeling)
i dont knoe how to express it

that is soooo fool of me ! i knoe i had scold you & that should not happened
ever ! never
its all about i felt so jerk
from what you have sacrifice to me
i knoe ,i can even see the love that thou show to me
i wonder if i can tell the world of what have you done for all the time that we had enjoy together (our precious moment)
i wonder if i colud tell the world that you are the first blush of love & had help me to cross my passage to adulthood quite happy (i mean you are my perseaus)
nahhh ,

now its all had COLLAPSED
i just cant believe what had you said to me
it is hurting me & had made such an enduring impact to me
i knoe ,its my fault just spoke without creating the best line of words
i dont mean to be loud towards you
but
i dont knoe
what can i say
i love you & i dont want you to create any other load .just please get enough ov what you've been through now on.
lastly, i'm sorry dude
i love you as the way you are
please bear in mind
i am so loving you my dear crush
i miss you <3

when i look at you ,i see forgiveness , i see the truth

you love me for who i am
like the stars hold the moon
right there where they belong
and i know i am not alone

WILD CHILD

Hello
afternoon everyone
well this is me
2 hari before SPM 2010
this is so sick, it just nahhhhh
well i think everybody already get to use with uncomfortable thoughts & whatsoever
errr, makin hari makin takut
i didnt expect that better untuk spm
i mean (straight A's)
berserah
well, i'd just checking out my almost-be-a-mate
she look so happy yeah she is
with all her friends that is my friends tooo
but with some reasons i just cant be with them at this moment
plus ,,,,, EERGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!
OMG , OMG ,OMG
i hate this feeling so fucking much
it just they all look so happy but not me
please babe
please dude
please guys
please bla bla & bla
calm me please
i wanna go through your happy time with all of you
errrr ,shortly I JEALOUSSSSSS !!
please god
end all this shit very little soon !
as soon as they can be swept away to hell


WITH CRY - AISYAH :'(

hello

hello ,hai hoi & hey & bla bbbblllllaaaaaaa...
at my previous post , haha
i'm just writing FAKE ASS-HOLE
hahah actually i tkde benda nk tulis ,so tulis tu je la
oh ya check this out "hey girl just please be the one who you are ok,everyone of us have our own way to impress ourselves to confront the crowds kan ? so what for you guys copying the others to to be gorgeous ? be yourself dude . other denying "i'm not tring to be someone else" but the fact is, you are so not "
i wrote this as my status on facebook
this is really happening
& poor is she use to be my friend DULU
yeah ,but from what i'm looking through
she only judgingg that the girl is so much hottaayyyyy than her
well babe every girl pon always act like that
but as we grown & getting old day to day please act like ,i mean please avoid from being immatured okay .
as we can see nowadays youth changing as the scenes is changing
from britrock to HxC to Metal to whatsoever
yeahh people change so do us,but the fact isss
justtttttt
ARGHHHHH ! i dont know how to express this feeling lahh
it just please be yourself ok
ok ok ?

urghhh ,HEADACHE !
till than ,bear this okay
people hate somebody that is not trying to be theirselves
you said taht before

XOXO-aisyah love u

fake ass-hole

a minute after the latest post

please search for - tiffany page at facebook . so long fellas ~~

babrbie

this is tiffany page ,she is super babi awesome .i love her through my qubul to dubul .hay dumb-ass fellas, believe me ,she is ME for 2011 (revenge of the fallen) be wait & see . -XOXO aisyaa

Hello Fellas

hey hello & hoo

i'm running through my headache now
wish you guys have it too
pressure,stress & whatever that own the same meaning as these wordss

i am still trying to achieve a beautiful blog as the rest have
my blog is still look like a (i also dont have any ideas to describe it how to be wow)
still searching for the best code to paste on my editing page
i'm looking through the flickr.com, tumblr.com,peekfreak.tumblr.com

ooo yeahh ,talking about peek freak well i just getting know about them few hours ago at hitz.tv (705 ASTRO) its out&about show ,they were tributing about the latest event at sentul urbanescapes i've never heard about the event bfore ,well its been already (i dont knoe how many years) already they organizing such a cool party-hay-yay like this
*i will attend at 2011 (for sure !)
ohh yea, lari dr topic dh ni
peek freak is about a project that is a result for cross-disciplinary collabration between 2 young creative youth which is curious of making our own camera thus,they set out to design & fabricate the peekfreaks .these 2 experimental youth creating their own camera with using some recycle stuff and it works ,how amazing was that !

i decided to googling them and wall-ahh ,i can already contacting theme .they build their cameras with some tupperware , plastic food container to discarded bicycle parts & 3.5 floopy disc .their camreas does'nt even have the lens to focus ,no view finder to crop well these are more to oldies cameras ,that using films .its more like lomography from mooks ,the fisheye cameras & etc.
wish to have that one :'(

nahh ,(no hope ever exist) .so never dream of your wish become the reality .

regards-aisya yg sgt cute :)

duh

NOT IN MOOD

MISSING THEM SO BADLY :'(

1.Amal
2.Haziq
3.Amad
4.Syed
5.Apis
6.Ayooiiiii



** miss you guys so much.kn best kalau ade dgn korg semua :'(

-

today is sunday & tomorrow is monday
10 syawal 1431 hijrah

tahun ni punye raya tk best lansung
semua tk best
arrghhhhh ! tahun ni ape pun tk best
baik itu ini
every single thing semua tk kena
dhlah
mcm babi .ckp pon ape guna
tkpela ,mungkin ade baiknya utk future aku
SOMEDAYYY~~

most people now contacting me only via facebook
hp tu dh bole buang kt laut dh kot
hahahahah
matilah

esok sekolah
adoooiiii ,bosan gile/benci gile/babi gile
hari yg paling tk best + hari yg paling tk baik
semuanya . tmbh2 nk sekolah ni
ya allah ,semoga hati aku lebih kuat !
AMINNN

in the mean time, i'm gonna miss him so badly :'(

-

this is my 10th post
i/m at de-bun cyber cafe
located at tmn seri gombak phase 3
yeah ,yesterday was fun
but only for a few hours
right after that, dh tk fun dh
actly td kt ruma
dtg cc cz trase nk tulis
mmg best
semalam jumpe edda (perempuan susah nk bela) fatin ( barbie )

i love you guys so much

then ,around 10 the k
pick me & edda at klcc
tk best pun
tktau asal
asek benda yg same je jd
ulang & berulang .semua pun jd bosan kn kalau jd mcm aku ?
bile nk elok entah .lame2 rase mual
tp mual2 pun ttp same je .aku tk kesah janji aku dgn die
yela ,sape yg suke kalau jd mcm aku
tmbh2 org bodoh mcm aku tk reti control diri sendiri
die tk abes2 nk ckp aku "PARANOID"
aku pun tktau tang mane aku paranoid nye
tp as long die tegor mungkin ade sebab
org marah sebab ape ?
sebab syg kan ?

dh nk raye ,baju raye pun tkde
kesian kn ? dgn condition yg mcm gampang ni (Sekolah , Kawan , Family ,Die )
semua campur jd ABC
lpstu jd mereng sewel ,mcm nenek aku kt kampung
hahah BAGUS !
smlm dayah call
miss her badly :'(

1.Sekolah

Ape yg jd ? mcm tula .aku malas la layan budak pra-matang ni .bkn ckp aku matang tp,
bg aku kau mmg tk matang. aku tk kesah kalau "kau tk suke aku" bkn jd masaalah besar tp tolong jgn asuh org lain berperangai mcm kau ,kalau kau rase kau mmg lawa, cantik ,pandai ,tepu bagai bagusla ,aku bangge
sbb ade org puji diri sendiri .yela,sape nk puji diri kite kalau bukan diri sendiri .kan ?
tp, entahla,nk SPM la .fikir la sendiri ,kau sndiri yg ckp kau dh besar kn.kalau keputusannye muktamad utk walk away kononye dr aku tkpelah,its ok

semoga hidup kau lebih bahagia tanpa aku .AMIN
cerita pasal study ,tlgla doakan aku ade kekuatan
hmmmm,malas nk cerita panjang

2.Kawan

Semua org ade kwn,ade yg bnyk ade yg sikit .ade yg tknk berkawan ,ade yg kena buang kawan,ade yg dipinggirkan kawan ,mcm2 .dulu aku ade kwn ,kwn yg sgt rapat, yg mendengar segala ape yg aku alami dlm hidup aku & mengetahui sgala selok belok hidup aku ,tp skrg dh tkda sbb die dh hilang
die bukan lg kwn yg mcm dulu , kwn yg dtg & pergi .wujud ke kwn yg setia ?yg boleh sehidup & semati ?
aku rase tk ade ,mmg tk ade .aku punya bukti ,sgt jelas buat semua org
tkpe biarla ,kwn boleh tp biasa2 lah .sbb korg akn tau nnty sbbnye

i'll try did my best at the past
mungkin ade la sikit sbnyk salah yg aku sndiri tk nmpk dgn mata kasar
kesilapan yg akn berulang setiap kali ade kwn baik
skrg aku hanay tunggu smpi la aku ade balik kwn ,bile ye "K" ?


3.Keluarga

sama je setiap hari tkde ape yg berbeza .perangai die yg nk beli sayur pun kena mintak sedekah ke ?
yela,ketua katenye .aku pun tk faham smp skrg apehal la dgn die ,dgn die,dgn die ?
apehal semua org dlm rumah tu mcmtu ?bile dilawan katenye "Ckp kau jela yg betol ,org lain salah"
errrr ,entahlaa, bile dikonklusikan balik btol la ckp "K" mmg aku da paranoid .
smpi die jd mangse ,MAAF SAYANG :'(

Bile semua ni akn berakhir ?
sape dpt bgtahu ?aku sentiase doa agr semua nk bakal end-up very little soon
tolongla turunkan kebahagiaan
tolongla :'(

4.Dia

Br je td benda yg same berulang lg
ape yg bagus hari2 perangai mcmni aku pun tktau
bile lah aku boleh puas kan hati aku sndiri ?
kenape die kena jd mangse ? maaf "K" aku tk sngje
asyek2 MAAF
tp bile benda ni akn luput ?
bile boleh collapse?
ye,aku tau aku mmg terlampau-lampau mementingkan diri sendiri
mulut yg suka mengeluarkan ayat yang tk penting utk kau dgr
hati yg tk pernah berteima kasih dg ape yg kau da korbankan
aku hargai semuanya
malah, tk pernah wujud pun spesis mcm kau
aku tk pernah jumpe
lain dr yg lain .niat aku menulis pasal kau ,agr kau bace
dan tolong fahami keadaan aku yg tk betol sgt dah ni
aku hrpkan kau sahaja ,motivasikan diri aku yg dh tk bermotivasi
tolong kuatkan hati aku yg kini makin lemah
tolong lah
tolong jangan bosan dengan karenah aku
hingga semua ni bakal berakhir
BAKAL
tidak lama lagi (pegang lah janji aku)
mungkin sayang yg terlampau
maafkan aku atas semua kesalahan aku
biar sebesar zarah yg tidak terlihat dek mata kasar
maafkan aku kerana terlampau sygkan kau
maafkan aku kerana memohon agar jangan pernah pergi jauh dr aku
maafkan aku kerana terpaksa melayani karenahku yang tidak pernahnya elok baik dr apa jua segi
biar cubi dilentur menggunakan tukul besi pun makan masa yg lama

maafkan aku sebab perasaan aku
Kaza, iloveyou forver & ever ,


yeah, kali ni tulis mcm gampang
aku tulis ape yg terkeluar dr kepala otak aku
entahlaaa, aku bosan la bace blog ayat yg berbunga sgt
geli,yela, even aku pun same kn
tp sorry la korg ni bole tulis ikut hati tk ?
bkn ikut org ?


last & yg terakhir
please pray for my happiness . (ily K)
Ramadhan 25
Ahad 6:17 pm

lagi

kali ni di saloon shima
yeahh ,di saloon balqis lokasi = sri gombak
tkde ape yg menarik
cm bodo
semakin hari semakin tkde semangat nk hidup
aku tktau ape yg aku akn dpt mase tgk slip spm nnty
mgkin benda yg paling akn aku regret nnty
entah la ,aku telampau sedih kot smpi da tktau nk ckp ape dh.

tiap tiap hari ,msti ade benda yg tk kena
every single thing yg aku buat kt ruma mesti tk bagus la, nk menjahanamkn org la
yea, mmg anak syaitan yang lahir ni
bukan anak manusia
mmg patut
biar la korg puas hati
mgkin lebih baik kalau aku da tros tkde kn ?
semua settle kot

kaza, aku tau kau mungkin dh terlebih menahan perasaan kau sendiri
aku tau mungkin one day kau akan ckp ENOUGH utk semua ni
termasuk ENOUGH pd aku
mcm kau ckp smlm ,kau akn tunggu smpi 1 hari nnty kau akn tunggu aku tingglkn kau
dan kau tau dlm keadaan terpakse
aku akn tnggu ENOUGH tu
menahan perasaan yang dh tertahan
mcm bodo tulis ayat jiwang tp pegi jahanam
aku tau semua fitnah tu tak benar
aku yakin
tp aku da tk mampu nk buat ape sbb aku dh hilang harapan
hilang kudrat utk semua ni
yg mampu aku buat cume doa agar kau tkkn pernah hilang dr aku
tk pergi jauh dr aku
pergi jauh atas sebab ni semua
mungkin kite ckp tk mungkin antare satu sama lain

siapa tahu ,masa hadapan
siapalah kita ni
hanya mampu merancang
yg menentukan hanya dia

tp ,percayalah .aku tkkn pernah pergi sbb sekarang aku hanya ade kau
Kau bkn yg lain

morning

hello people, it's been too long i didn't write here
& i miss my blog so much (haha)
i nmpk dh ade 3 followers
haha
thanks lily ♥

dh masuk a week i guess bergado dgn si K
but ,entahla everytime get argue mstie rase mcmni
rase mcm tk comfortable dgn my own position
stiap argue mstie end-up dgn "ok tkpelah lupekan jelah ,lain kali jgn ulang lg ok"
mcmtu la seterusnya ,tp the same thing happen
maybe karma sebenar belum muncul .
someday maybe

musibah lg satu, NAD kena penampar dr aku
yeahh ,biarla she deserve it .
dh tk tahan dgn prangai yg lansung tk tau ape maksud HORMAT
even kalau dh menghadap mak pun boleh jerit2 ini kan mengahdap kakak
tkpelah ,prangai die mcmtu
ye ,mmg bole sbr ,tp until when ?
aku bukan kwn2 die yg die bole bodoh2kan
kena la memahami
maybe one day die akn berubah

duit plak tkde
hadoii ,sape gembire duit tkde ?
haha ,punye la bodoh soalan
yela, runsing fikir duit
makin hari makin kusut
blog bodoh aku yg gedik (blog first)
die ckp mcm nk sgt & mengharapkan sesuatu yg terlampau & acting mcm org yg berade
err ? excuse me .mane ade la syg i tulis sbb i rase i nk tulis
i dont need to hide ape i rase kn ?
at least i have my own way la kn ,am i right ?
tk kesahla nk ckp i gedik ke ape or whatsoever
i tk amek kesah
yeahh ,itu yg i doakan & i harapkan


"ya khaliq, seluruh hati ku hanya padamu ku pertaruhkan ,dengan harapan menggunug, berikan aku seluruh kekuatan serta kesempurnaan dalam mengaharungi jejak hidayah mu bagiku agar dapatku manfaatnya untuk aku bahagia 2011 kelak"

amin ya rabbal alamin

TODAY

hello, & good evening their fellows

well, we meet here again in this empty & have non-followers blog
i used to write on blog well, twice a week cause i have no internet connection at home
(poor little fella) am i ?
okay i dkt cc area sri gombak ,actually td pegi Mc'd sri gombak & laptop buat hal
so i menapak pegi cc sebelah bintang seven .online facebook & biasela
check fb org jd tktau nk buat ape lg .i bln stalker no worries okay
buat ape amek port psl org ,tak rase mcm bangang ke busy body pasal org tp hal sendiri tk terjage .
well, i kind-a proud la sbb da 6 months already i tk upload any new photo ! yeahhhh !
i did it sbb biarlaaa,i dont care .its my facebook, so ape kesah kn ? still the same photo with the ugly face .

okay my motif tulis ni sbb entahlaaa, is also tk tahu mcm mane nk elaborate ape yg i rase skrg .
i rase down all of sudden sbb check fb semua org seems so happy with their life ,looking very super stylish ,freakin' vogue & whatsoever .this year mmg the most terrible year than ever .a girl who walk with an empty pocket ! sometimes ,i only earn rm 5 per week .kesian kn ?
but ,what to do ,i have to accept all this fate with patient sbb ni semua test kn ?but entahlaa, i ttp rase i la ppl yg paling tk bagus berbanding semua org ! semua org seems to look very far away pretty than me, i have no confident utk berhadapan dgn crowd sbb ape yg jd dgn myself in this year ! itulah i .dgn sekolah lg, dgn family, money my education lg ,kenape semua ni terjadi kt diri i ? i rase nk je bunuh diri ,i'm dead and these are all over ! maybe people, you guys never felt this condition as i am .i tulis ni sbb try to reduce semua yg tk bagus utk diri i sendiri currently .but nmpknye mcm tkde kesan .bg sesiape yg membace, bace & blah la .no need to give your opinion ,sbb i tau ape yg korg nk ckp "bersabarlaa ,ni semua dugaan" & semua yg berunsurkn meransang semangat la .nobody wont understand what does i feel right now ,nobody !

i tknk dgr mcm tu ,i tknk dgr ape2 .okay ,thats it ! i'm done ,thanks for reading.doakan tahun 2011 i tahun yg paling bermakne dlm hidup i

AMINNN ya rabbal -alamin .

Good Nighttttttttttttttttttttttttttt

hello & slmt mlm
skrg pukul 12.30 tgh mlm bg hari rabu 8th of july 2010 ,eh yeke ?
ah lanataklah .tulah org tk pergi sekolah,smpi tarikh harini pon tktau .kesian kn ?
td mak puase.harini mak masak ayam goreng die mmg sgt nyum nyum ! tp aku tk join pon dorg mkn td.duduk ats online ler beb,ape lg.well i hope this is one of the short entry for tonight .
i just want to share some self-theraphy buat renungan all of us .i've seen this from my history modul given by teacher Nora Sudin .Renungkanlah ;

10 Tindakan Kesejahteraan Hidup

1.Niat : NABI S.A.W menyebutnya 2 kali dalam satu hadis.
2.Senyum : Ia sedekah yang tidak merugikan.
3.Sedekah : Ia melembutkan jiwa
4.Bantu Orang Lain : Ia menginsafkan kelebihan kita
5.Dengar : kita dianugerahkan 2 telinga & 1 mulut
6.Luahkan rasa hormat : denagn penuh jujur & ikhlas
7.Jujur dalam berkata-kata : kerana ia mampu dikesan
8.Sebutlah perkataan yang baik atau diam : Ia mengelakkan permusuhan
9.Hiasilah diri :Ia menambah keyakinan dan senang didampingi
10.Akui Kesilapan : Ia bukan suatu penghinaan

KALAMULLAH.

itulah ape yg aku nk share .ramai di antare kite yg MUNGKIN akn membace & blah & beranggapan ianya hnye mutiare kate yg dh common kite semua dgr .yes that is it ,it's true & mmg btol pon .tp bace & renungkan betol2 semuanye perkare yg sgt mudah & sgt simple utk kite aplikasikan in order to gain happiness in our life ,but did we try to use the way as been told ?
hnye dgn 10 perkare kite dpt tahu akn kelemahan & kelebihan baik diri sendiri dan juga org lain.msti ade yg memerli etc; (What The Hell is she talking about ?) / (Eh apehal geli sgt ayat kau ni ?) / (Sejak bile kau jd baik ni ?) see, btol tk ?kenape kena perli ?tp tkpe aku faham .mgkin sampai satu mase nnty aku hrp akn tkdela org yg memerli kate2 pujangge mcm ni .mgkin kite semua belum cukup sedar & masih berada dlm keadaan pra-matang .sbb tu la kan ?
so fikir-fikirkanlah ,samesame kite renungkan okayyyyy ?btw, hari sudah malam & i've got to go .my flu is getting bad actualy ,mmg sh*t la (hehe)
btw, panjang & Mr.K pegi interview ngn abg rom ,well rockstar biasela .masuk magazaine lagi la .so ,jgn lupe beli upcoming ROTTW and please look-up on expose side for the band CATASTROPH a brand new project band just came out by this early 2010 ,i'm not sure ehat the date is it ,hehehe .just surf on myspace and search Catastrophs .
Goddnight ,Sweetdreamsssssssssssssssssssssssss .


Miss ya MR.K ,with much loveeee ,
Aisyaa

Good Evening

sekarang sudah petang
hari yg same waktu berlainan ,cuaca berbeza
aku dgn adik HAMIZAN HAKIM
hahaha ,actualy tktau nk ckp ape
i rase demam da surut kot
kot la
rase la
tp mcm ade lg okay laaaa ,nk pegi mandi
semoga panjang bersatu dgn gadis idamannye _i__n_
ehem ehem .
bye
AISYAAA

2011

Cakap psl 2011 ,yela, everybody knoe skrg 2010 ,next year 2011.tp bg semua org every year is just same isn't ?sbb mmg pon .kite berazam utk merubah ,berhijrah bg memperbaiki diri menjadi yg kpd yg kurang sempurna ,kepade yg lebih sempurna ,yg kurang beretika kepade yg lebih beretika & begitu lah kesemuanya dlm kehidupan seharian kite .msti semua org bosan bace benda yg mcm ni kan ?yelah setiap blog pon ,semua same je .ayat nk gramatis habis ,haha .aku pon bosan bace blog yg mcm tu .mcm poyo pon ade kan ?hehe


hari ni 7th of July 2010 .I'm not attending to school today ,it is almost two days already i've being stay at home ,sleeping ,watching for stupid indonesian suster ngesot yg bajet bajet seram tp mcm gampang ,the real pocong la , ape la .hehe *sorry pak ,cerita lo enggak syok . hehe .aku tk g schola sbb demam .Bkn tipu punye demam okay ,betol betol .heheh,ehmmm, ni kali ke-2 aku tulis kt blog .actualy aku sendiri tk pandai pki blog kot .tp tgk org tulis2 mcm best plak tu yg rase nk tulis tu.tp stkt ni aku sendiri tktau nk tulis ape.agaknye kt schola blaja ape eh ?dh bnyk yg aku tertinggl ye la, aku bknnye pandai ,pastu salu absent schola .sukehati mak aku je en.


tetibe rase rindu kt Mr.K ♥ hehe ,dh bape hari eh tk jumpe dh dkt 3 hari kot tk jumpe die .entah die skrg ade problem ape tah ,lpstu aku jd mangse ,well standard la tu hal dgn band mate kan ,td aku dgn mak aku pegi merayap plak kt schol schola area wangsa maju, sri rampai ,kot kot ade tender yg bukak ,amin ade gak la so mak aku puas la .dr duduk ruma dgr suggestion DIE yg lansung tk bg ape2 effect baik tk payah kan ?ade la dlm 5 bijik schola yg bukak tender ,amin .hehe tahun kekayaan la tahun 2011 .haha ,Lancer 2.0 lu tunggu ja bhai ,heheh .entah kenape aku happy sgt sbb aku rase mcm keadaan family aku akn berubah menjadi lebih terurus dan sempurna .bukan ape,hnye kantin tula sumber pendapatan aku satu family ,nk harapkan DIE ?wah wah ,mmg mak aku da jd fossil nnty baru la aku merase singgah pavilion .haha .

yela ,berbeza dgn org lain .aku bkn la loaded ,eh betol ape .aku admit aku bkn la masyyyuuuukkkkk sederhana simple biase sahaje .tkde ape yg outstanding pasal aku .tp mmg btol what ,dhla tk lawa,tk hot .hehe ,aku merendah diri .tp tkpe ,aku bersyukut dengan ape yg ade .agknye bile blog aku ade followers eh ?tkkn ade kot .aku rase la .hahaha ,so aku harap sape yg dtg singgah walaupun bace 2,3 ayat dh blah ,tkpe aku faham .kebiasaanye skrg waktu makan ,tp aku kurang selera .selesema ,mgkin sebab rindu la kot .Hahaha .tahun ni tahun kemerosotan bagi keluarga ,even duit blanje aku pon tkde .makan ape yg ade ,aku kesian la kt mak mcm kuli .tp ape kn daye .tahun ni SPM ,aku kerja DIE mengamok dn mcm biase DIE akn tunjuk perangai yg die bangge bangge kan .aku hrp tahun 2011 aku bole dpt sprti ape yg org lain dpt ,aku mmg sgt cemburu tgk org lain semua happy, ade stuff baru ,dpt pegi borong TOPSHOP , Cotton On , FOREVER 21 ,wah wah bestnyeee ,kasut kt Charles & Keith ,beli Macbeth baru ,baju band baru ,haiyyyaaa & so much more.Bile tgk MNG bnyk sale aku jd tk keruan ! erghhh ,hahaha mcm bengong en ?tkpela mgkin bkn rezeqi aku .tgk org drive kereta sendiri .Tkpe aku tumpang happy .mgkin tahun bkn tahun baik bg aku maybe upcoming year tahun yg utk aku .yela, kite patut bersyukur dgn ape yg kite mampu achieve kn ?eleh, aku ni poyo je padahal aku pon merungut gak .hahaahaaa

Tgk gamba org dlm Facebook semuanye happy happy sgt ,semuanye nmpk gembira di samping boyfriend yg sgt handsome lg kacak bergaya ,pergi holidau sini sane .woa ,mmg best pergi redang, langkawi ,JB ,Penang jalan2 mmg best .jealous weyy ,mmg jealous tp ape aku bole buat cume berdoa utk keadaan yg lebih baik akan datang .semoga allah murahkan rezeki family aku .AMINNNN .dh tktau nk tulis ape .esok pergi schola utk hadapi cabaran yg mendtg .bile tibe hari schola mesti rase mcm ni aku pun tktau nk describe ape yg aku rase kt korg doe .okayyy laaa GTG ,my mum da memekak suruh mkn & mkn ubat .semoga doa aku termakbul dan diberkati seiring dgn doa korg ,SALAM .